life

i'm 27 and live in the uk, i have lived my life, married, had a child, child was put up for adoption, due to what my x husband is (a sex offender, i didn't find this out until my child was in foster care), and divorced, all before the age of 21. if that was not bad enough i lost both my parents to cancer when i was 23. now that i'm 27 i feel like i'm stuck in a loop hole.